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Well, that pictures was taken yesterday . Speaking of yesterday, alot of fuckers just find troubles. Trying to make my life miserable but end up they got hurt by their own foolishness and cry . This is what i call retarded and people with no life . So kental like that but still want to act big but when people confront, boomzxs, cry . Foolzxs. Seriously, get a life before messing around with the wrong people. Find out yourself who eh . Pfft . Okay, lets avoid this retardeds. So anyway, apart from all that, i had a normal-cum-great day at school . hahah . With lame classmates and people around me and laughters. Okay . I have nothing much to say about school . oh, one thing, i really find my school basketball boys SHOES, the shoes only , very the nice . I loike ! they customize it . Okay whatever. Then today, there's mendaki and i was almost one hour late but heck. Teacher face looked pissed off but never say anything. HAHAH . retarded also. Then had a great time with classmates at mendaki and chatted to people and we all exchanged numbers. Dont know for what -_- hahah . In case of emergency or outing ke kan ? hahah . Yah , and i got to know hadi's injured . tsktsk . Oh, and the fucker maths teacher put rose's handphone on stake just to make us return to class early after break 0.o stupid much. i know . Okay, thats all people . oh, the pictures are pictures that we camwhored before AEP . :D :D byebye :D

PS: Losing a friend or two, is nothing of a big deal, assholes . Cause you guys are just not worth it  :D Thank you. I love Choi Min Ho <3

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Well, nothing really happened on monday . school . But i received my malay test paper back and i really thought i will fail malay for the first time. Maybe thats how people who usually fail malay feels like . But thank god, i did not fail but instead i did higher than i expected but still my results were the lowest among the three of us but i was happy enough. Our marks also not so far apart. Okay heck. Tueday, tuesday, tuesday .. Oh yesterday . Its the second week of reading session at school . This is crapzxs man . I cannot survive rotting while having a book right in front of my face super early in the morning for one fuvking hour and people of different cohorts are all crammed together in a single space. Apart from that, the big ass fan just mess my hair early in the morning . Great eh ? Perfectly greaaaaaaaat . I might as well wake up later every tuesday and eat mac . Cheh . Okay, apart from that, i received my Geography test paper . Jengjengjeng. The main thing i was waiting for finally reached and guess what ? My name is the first name teacher called and no, im not the highest lah of course -_-V hahah . I was like 'shit, sure get the lowest thats why' . Skaliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ! I go there and crossed my fingers and teacher praised me . okay, listen ah, i NEVER, i repeat, N-E-V-E-R pass my geography tests nor exams since last year. i totally sucked at it and my marks were fcuking low but i got 17/25 for this test. A little more marks to distinction but who cares about it when you achieved something that you didnt expect right ? Precisely . I was over the moon ! Can ask my new partner Johnathan ! hahah . I pity him. I keep talking alot and end up he will also become talkative. But in a way, its good right ? Improve his vocals. Okay diam. Then i after school meet up with Dain and did some catch ups and i let out my hatred to that S-O-M-E-O-N-E ! Dain shhh !

Okay, wednesday, which is today -_- ermm .. My friendship band on my anklet and rubberband was confiscated . merepek much . I know . I like cannot be bothered with that asshole son of a bitch alr and i dont have any discipline cases this year, so i just listen to him and dont care. Skali he give back to my mother. Okay, super kentalzxs sia. I cannot take it . pfft. And oh, I just now saw you-know-who doing pumping ! sialaaaaaah . the body ah ! Waaah. *melts* make me forget of my min ho awhile but suddenly recall him . So cannotcannot . Haiyoooo . Just now i got to stand near him ^_^V hahah . okay shh. Oh, and today got english compo test. not bad, manageable but physics test ah, copy answer from Charlene and Chun Yan ^_^ Good friends like that one . heheh . Okaay, thats all people . byebye.

PS: I dont care about tests(except for some) because tests are not included in N levels . okay stupid reason but true -_-

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Guess whuat ? Today my sister and i specially asked our tutor to come at 8 in the morning for tuition !! Tell me about it siaaa ! hahah . Yesterday got mendaki and it was quite awesome chatting with new friends and knowing stuffs ^_^ if you know what i mean. nvm, rose know . Okay , dont care about yesterday laaaah ! Today, after tuition, sis and i chiong get ready and stuffs and headed to lot one to specially see Shinee <3 See how much we love them ? hahah . Yes, more than i love my friends . hahah . okay diam. Then my oldest sis went there early in the morning but things are just chaotic and to see them at the rooftop need pass and buy the album which cost $69 . At first i thought the people are lucky and worth it, but nah, i dont think so . You cant even take pictures with them ah . They come out awhile then go in again then come out for signature sessions but cannot take picture but on the other hand you get to see them face-to-face, and yes, my min ho ): sigh . thenthen, also, the members that will sign for you its not your choice but its they select for you . whatthefuck ? So, watching thru the tv and screaming our lungs out when they arrive and zoomed in with dain, younger sis and her friend, was kinda still worth it although the crowd . I swear dain and me were going crazy . hahah . Dain especially . hahah . Then after that, dain met with ryan and the three of us ate pizza . Like finally eh ! hahah . Then wah, got this one pizza guy, i think he inside the kitchen one, can ask his friend to ask me whether i was single anot and can get to know me . i was like 'no, cannot -_-' . hahah . then after eating and talktalk, walk around then went rooftop to see the stage and we went in the backstage room. So small . but got exactly five chairs and i predict the five of them sat there . ahhhhh ! hahah . melt siaaa . Then went home and went down bus saw ash, ky and delvin. Talktalk then go home . Hahah . I still melting ah looking at the video and min ho swaying his hair . Waaah ^_^ he look really really cute even real life . I still cannot believe they were in Singapore )): okay shh . Still, i went . Thats good enough right ? hehe . And i still havent do homework ! shitzxs !

PS: I love choi min ho alotzxs <3

*my hair like something wrong uh today. bear with it xD*

*see the crowd ? This is only at level one. not at rooftop and inside lot one . whoa*

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heheh ! Im updating today because of two reasons .

Okay, so today's day is normal but i keep on yawning and yawning the minute i got into class from the morning assembly. So i eventually slap myself hard to keep me awake. Tell me about it O.o hahah . Then days went on normally until physics appeared . I sat at the back of class with sash. I dont know why Mr. khor like to find faults with sash ah. Then he asked us to answer this question which was simply ridiculous . Then he told me to move back to my seat which is the most front row and where the teachers are standing . Pfft. Then i like annoyed so i just sleep in class ah. I couldnt care less about his lesson for today. Then when i moved already he said 'Girl(dont even know his students name-_-) , i know you will concentrate when you sit alone in the front.'  I was like pfft. I mean its just for a fucking one period aaah . sialanzxs. When i sleeping he woke me up then i just rest my head on the table he ask me to sit up . Ape lagi . Binget siaaa teros bagi attitude . Then his lesson ended and he asked me 'What happened to you today?' WTF ! still can ask -_- So, i just look at him up and down and walk away with attitude face but when i turn i laughing alr xD hahah . Spoil his mood nemind, just not mine :D heh . Then after recess stupid Daniel Leong's lesson. He himself got attitude problem but teach CE lesson . Tell me about it -_- Then he at class just now kinda shouted at Tasha and sash laughed at him and i could tell he was angry but baaaikk ah ! hahah . Who cares about him man . She was freaking confirming and he just shouted . Mother fucker siaa. Okay diam. Then malay class as per normal. Sianzxs. After malay class, talked with Wei Xiang and Keng Yang about the SHINee thingy ;D excited dok boyfriend coming . Okay shh ! hahha . They plan to ton ? Semangat much ? Tell me about it . hahah .

Okaaay, MINDS ! :D Something that im really looking forward into . But the thing that im interested to do didnt happen due to lack of time ):  We didnt get to do the friendship dance sia but five of our classmates performed the 'sorrysorry' dance for them . Its kinda disastourous but manageable uh. At least it entertained them in the beginning. This thing is so last minute and i knew it they will forget the steps. So jyeah. But, I was veryvery excited okaaay ! ^_^V  I dont know why some people are just so scared . I mean they are normal except for low IQs and they cannot talk properly or may be a little disabled but overall, they are like us ya know . No, they are waaay more friendly than normal human beings. I cannot stop putting a smile on my face when i reached there because they all like very excited and keep on waving, smiling widely at us, high-fiveing with us and shaking hands . See? Normal people dont do this. hahah . Okay, but got this very one particular guy that wavewave and smile very widely at me and was signalling for my number . I was like 'Over here also got this kind of people ah? Tsk. ' ahahah . But of course, i didnt give. I just smiled and walked away. He keep on showing the 'good' sign , if you know what i mean. After job shadowing, we got our client and his name was something-ganesh . hahah . Forget ):  Then he not bad. Talks very good english but prefers Tamil and he love the movie Avatar and the show Chalkzone. I can interact with him alot . I was lucky to get someone who can speak well in English. As you can see, they cannot talk as normally, so yeah. ^_^V  Oh, he's only 18 years old. Okay. Then eat and do bookmark and talktalk and finish performance, came the 'leaving them part' . Waaah, I hate it the most okay. I cried, yes. This is all thanks to a 42year old guy called Abdul Halem . I symphatise him alot you see. He has lazy eyes and broken tooth yet he dress smartly like how any dads would . And imagine yourself in his shoes. He would want a family too ya know and he cannot talk english so well. I mean at this age, my dad has 4 daughters but him, he's still in MINDS. And when we are leaving, my eyes were glued to him. The way he look at us when we are leaving is soo, idk, sad . Then i said byebye to him and walked but i walked back again to tell him take care of himself in malay and he nodded okay and looked at me like, idk how explain. I couldnt bear see him like that nor people like that. I couldnt hold back my tears, so i cried. For awhile. I got feelings okay no matter how ruggart i am . -_-"' So jyeah. Thats about it. I have pictures but we were not allowed to take pictures with them . Tsk.

Oh, the second reason is , this neighbour of mine, passed away. She lives in the 12th storey and we grow up close to each other. She's only 15years old this year though and is close to my younger sister. I am the same age as her brother. She died at the age of 15. Okay, maybe not yet firfteen. Only 25days of living in 2010. She died in a tragic accident this morning with her grandfather. Allah took two people at once in their family. I couldnt imagine myself losing one of my sisters. I hope Raihan and Ridzuan and his parents with their grandmother is strong enough to go through the loss of two family members at once. Well, im glad An is okay. I talked to him and he is quite cool with it. Thats the waaay boy. :D I visited them just now and the mother looked very weak and was crying all the way and mum hugged her. I've never seen their grandma, bibik, cried before. She's always cheerful but lost her husband. For ex Kranjians, you guys may know her. Her name is Rafiqah. Raihan's only sister. She has left us all forever. Tragedic. I shall wait for the results on what exactly cause the bus to hit on their motorcycle.  Oh, the grandma said 'The grandpa really loves iqah. They get angry with each other, play with each other, love each other and even left this world together' . Sad, i know.

Prayers for Rafiqah. She's a very nice and sweet girl. Always smiling and respecting the older ones. Very smart and bright. Many will sure remember eventhough you left. Allah lebih menyayangimu dari kami dan dengan itu mengambilmu awal. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmatmu di akhirat kelak dan mengampunkan dosamu . Amin .

Thats all for now ! Enjoy the pictures :D

PS: Kami akan sentiasa mengingatimu, Rafiqah<3

*can see anot my ribbon on my hair ^_^*

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I had my very first test on wednesday and that is geography . I study for it okaaay ! hahah . Well, this is because I want to do well for my Combined Humans(N levels lah kan) . No point also when i do well in Social Studies but my geography like kanasai. Hahah . I think i did my best but uh i changed my mind on Friday because i tried helping Sash for the test which she took later because she didnt come, but my answers like a bit shitty aaah ! hahah . But i somehow think i can gain some marks and manage to pass ! pleeeaaaseee let me pass for the first time in geog ! I wanna go on the field trip ): hahah . Kay shh.. Well, school was as per normal. Had AEP everyday except Friday for this week because Maths teacher had to help for some basketball thingy . AWESOME ! hahah . I was like wheee and crapcrap with Mr. Goh and the rest -_- Tell me about it . So after sash took the test, Charlene, sash and me went to have our lunch and after Charlene left, i went to Sash's house because we were bored and i tried out her dresses and nail polish xD hahah . Oh, i realised  I havent did some running for quite some time so i hope that the upcoming pe lesson will be a sunny day and we will do some running. How about that :D  Oh, I also really have to improve on my sleeping habit in class. I keep yawning and yawning in class and i will rest my head on the table and the next thing i know is that i was dreaming . hahah . WTF . Tell me about it . But, i will try some ways which was recommended by my religious teacher. She said last time she put this minyak angin i think and rub it above your eyes and this will keep you awake due to the heat or another way is to ask your partner pinch you until you are awake. I think i will try out this methods xD hahah . Talking about religious class, we finally went to our class. Speaking of it, the new procedures of praying is that two class only combine and teacher will take note which girl never pray. With this, i cannot skip ahh ! SUCKISH ! like fuck like that. Ohoh ! Some of the guys in my religious class saw my bra and then look . Sialanzxs betol . Dont ask me how they saw okay. Pfft. Oh, and i did my homework except for maths 6.2, 6.3 which was due on last Monday and Thursday respectively. Besides that, my ten year series also i never do which was due on Friday. I cannot be bothered for TYS but for the textbook exercises, i cannot solve the questions and i was waiting for tuition last week and got to know it was cancelled because tutor had to attend to some work. FCUK ah . Then today had tuition also focus more on Chemistry because upcoming test is chemistry. Then only studied a little on Maths . Tsk. I really should stop sleeping in maths class ahhh ! Tsktsk . Oh and you know what, for this whole week, everday i will step in unity sec. Pfft. Monday to friday normal lessons, saturday Mendaki and todaaaay, took bursary scholarship at school with younger sis and mum :D Sis and me got $350 each. Siape mau bagi oi ? hahah . I already planned what i wanna do with the money ^_^V  hahah . Okay diam. While waiting, talktalk and crapped with Rose, Anis and this senior also but i dont know the name :P hahah . I saw quite a number of people i know like Hamizah, Syukri and Izza and alot more . hahah . Wahh, not bad eh . ^_^V Ohoh, I forgot to wish Fauzi a birthday wish for his birthday. I didnt manage to find him uh . Tsk . Ohoh , i'm excited for school tomorrow because my class and 4-C will be going to MINDS at Woodlands !! hahah . I loike . I think i looking forward to it because i can teach them how to do the bookmark which me, li jun , mei qi and safwanah created and we will also be doing the friendship dance which really reminds me of Cambodia )':   I really hope we have time for it  ^_^  . Besides that, we also can skip some lessons whuat :D hahah . Okay, diam. Oh you guys know what anot? On Wednesday and Thursday, only saf, aqilah and me went to Malay class for that three days because the sec 5s had this motivational talk and we like having tuition like that -_- hahah . But we mostly did alot of htht with Mdm Nora uh ^_^ I loike . Bile lagi nak tau lebih pasal cikgu kan ? Ohoh, I also got to know, Cikgu Nor IS NOT A MALAYSIAN ! NOOOTTT ! Only the husband is -_- wrong info siaaa we got . hahah . I think that should be all for this week. hehe . I will post on the next weekend aites people :D byebye :D sarangheyoo !!

PS: SHINee is coming to Singapore which is equivalent to meeting my boyf CHOI MIN HO !! <33333 I cannot wait for it . (:   Dont take him ah, he's mine idiotzxs !